my lifeee SUCKS.
i got kicked otu of my house, i miss it terribly. its been over a month…ugh. i miss my nieces and nephew and just evertything wah.
summmer is just uncomparible to last summer…the summer i first fell in love.
idkk i hate this.
to work on not getting so worked up over stupid things that come out of his mouth. It’s just soo hard when you’re used to the old him saying sweet things and actually having conversations with him. It’s so irritating to talk to you anymore, but I feel like I can’t stop talking to you so I guess I’m just screwed.
why am I dumb?
that im extremely happy with the way things turned out by the end of the night. Seriously, I am beyond happy right now. He is something to me, and im just glad we’re okay. Yeah my friends would kill me if they knew i did anything with him tonight and i guess i just can’t tell. its my life and im gonna live it how i want. JUST FRIENDS, aka really really ”good” friends….. I guess Im learning to be cool with that.